empataManuel de la Rocha (Empath)Date: 2025-06-13 03:04 am (UTC)
Please do. I could use some tips.
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We need it. I doubt Margali will darken our doorstep again soon, but she's still out there. And if she has interest in the Siege Perilous, others might as well.
empataManuel de la Rocha (Empath)Date: 2025-06-13 05:05 am (UTC)
I suppose we have no choice.
[...] I am not fond of it, no. It's too mercurial for my taste. Too detached from the logic that I understand. But there's no escaping it, so I must adapt.
empataManuel de la Rocha (Empath)Date: 2025-06-13 05:29 am (UTC)
[...] Emotions are chemical interactions. They feel unpredictable and unruly to the person experiencing them, but they're simple to understand when you have the senses I do. Emotions are logical.
Magic is [...] something else. And I cannot read your emotions to filter it into something I can understand.
empataManuel de la Rocha (Empath)Date: 2025-06-14 02:46 pm (UTC)
You would know your other self's preferences better than I do, presumably. But there was some familiarity with Chopin. Waltz Op. 69 No. 2 in B minor, perhaps? He wanted it burned after his death, but I've always been fond of it.
allhellmagik 🖤 illyana rasputinDate: 2025-06-15 05:01 am (UTC)
really by saying this he just guaranteed they would be remembered. but this is good for me. if i can make a man roll in his grave while i'm just going about my normal day, i'm happy
allhellmagik 🖤 illyana rasputinDate: 2025-06-17 03:30 am (UTC)
all these thoughts and feelings that are not my own make me feel like i'm in some waking dream. [...] i'm afraid i'll wake up somewhere else, i suppose.
allhellmagik 🖤 illyana rasputinDate: 2025-06-17 04:46 am (UTC)
sometimes, when i have nightmares. but i've never sent myself anywhere i couldn't get back from before.
[...] i have it in my head now that if i were dreaming of that other world i might send myself there somehow. but i don't have any reason to think i even could.
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Are you hoping to learn or to tap into your other self again?
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What 'work'?
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i am putting together the shield spell for the school
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Better late than n[...]
We need it. I doubt Margali will darken our doorstep again soon, but she's still out there. And if she has interest in the Siege Perilous, others might as well.
How is it going?
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it is a target painted on our backs. we let margali know too much of our plans and that was folly, but yes. others will come.
[...] i've hit a wall
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We were desperate and she seemed to have answers. But sÃ. It was a mistake. [...] Are there many like her?
I would ask if I can assist you, but I think we both know I am woefully unqualified for the task.
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magicians like margali, no. she is a rare talent.
maybe explaining it would help. [...] but i would not even know where to start. much of it is intuitive for me
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Small mercies, I suppose.
If it will help, I will listen and try to follow. I am diligent student.
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yes, i know. [...] it will not freak you out too much? you aren't so fond of magic if i recall
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[...] I am not fond of it, no. It's too mercurial for my taste. Too detached from the logic that I understand. But there's no escaping it, so I must adapt.
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that is funny. for me, it is a very emotional endeavor. i would think you were better suited to understanding it than most.
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Magic is [...] something else. And I cannot read your emotions to filter it into something I can understand.
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[...] i could show you.
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[......] But do you want to?
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Lo siento. We got a bit off track. Do not let me keep you.
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You will let me know how it goes?
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You should sleep too.
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Nobody in this house prioritizes sleep health.
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Have you ever woken up somewhere else?
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[...] i have it in my head now that if i were dreaming of that other world i might send myself there somehow. but i don't have any reason to think i even could.
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It is not[...]
It might take a few days to recognize there is a problem, admittedly. But that does not change the fact.
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Or we figure something else out. That is what we do, no?
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Regardless, you'll have to sleep eventually.
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if i do not sleep tonight i will take your help tomorrow.