Scott leaves an ivory satin box on Emma's nightstand before he departs for his morning routine. Inside are a pair of white gold diamond starburst earrings. Each has a hidden ruby on the back.
A folded note reads:
A folded note reads:
Happy birthday, Emma. This is the 5th time I'm writing this because everything I put down sounds inadequate. The box is for you. Have a great day today. You are incredible. Thank you.I wishLet's hope my thoughts can explain better later.
Love, Scott
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What do you think about little weekend vacation sometime soon? Get some space from everything, as much as that's possible.
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Three days in the Wild West wasn't enough of a vacation?
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You were very far away for a lot of that. And it wasn't terribly comfortable.
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A lot of dust. I swear I still smell horse sometimes.
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So much dust. And horrible beds.
Maybe you just liked being a cowboy too much, so the sense of it followed you home. Do you want a horse now?
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Worse beds than in the sheriff's office?
My bike would get jealous. [...] Where would you want to go?
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We can't have that, so I guess I'll have to find a different birthday present for you. And I'm not sure. Somewhere quiet and calm, since too much has been happening lately. The Berkshires, maybe.
Is there anywhere you'd want to go?
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My idea of quiet and calm might be too remote for you. Although going camping and disconnecting from everything is a bad idea anyway, with all we have to worry about. The Berkshires sound nice.
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Someday I'll let you drag me out into the middle of nowhere, but I'm not recovered from sleeping on the ground with dinosaurs yet. For now I'll find something remote-ish in the Berkshires.
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I bet Ambrose would let us vacation in his tower. Great view of the dinosaurs.
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We'd have to properly furnish the tower, but I'd accept that.
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Tricky to arrange for furniture delivery to Antarctica.
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I think it's good you went. I'm glad Marshal Summers has a nice house.
Illyana will do it for a modest fee, I'm sure.
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What are you worrying about?
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[...] Nothing. You're right. We're different people.
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No, talk to me.
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It's nothing.I don't[...] I expected it to be more awkward, but I got the impression that Marshal Summers wasn't home that often anyway. I don't understand everything in my other reality, but I know he blames himself for Madelyne and Nathan getting hurt because he wasn't there for them. But I can't judge either of them. I also left Maddie when she needed me.[...] I guess I hoped I would've made better choices if I was married with a child.
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[...] Everyone does things they're not proud of. And even though I'll say again that you're not him, I still wouldn't trust any Scott Summers' guilt without hearing the facts of the matter. Is he your age? [...] And we'll sort out what's going on with Maddie.
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His wife died, his son was kidnapped, and he hadn't seen them in months. I think it's fine to blame him, actually. [...] And yeah. We're about the same age.
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[...] That's not looking good for him, is it? [...] I imagine this is even harder for you because he seems less different than some of our other alternate selves. But you've lived different lives. You're not the same.
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We're not the same. But I can't pretend that he has nothing to do with me. We have the same soul, or whatever you want to call it.
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[...] I don't believe in inevitability, or fate, or anything like that, regardless of what a "soul" is. What he did isn't a guarantee of the choices you would have made in the same situation, and you'll never know what you would have done. What you do know is your own choices here, and what you did was do wrong by a romantic partner. Which, who hasn't? You weren't married, you didn't have a child. And you're trying to help her now. That matters more, in my opinion.
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I'm trying to be a better person. I think he was, too.
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I know you are, darling. Because he felt guilty I'm sure he was too. But you need to cut yourself more slack. It's important to want to do better, but you're good now, as you are.
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Of course you think that. [...] Thank you, Emma.
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Do you believe me, at least a little bit?
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I believe you think I'm good. And I believe you see more of people than most. So, a little bit.
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Well, that's something. I'll get you to really believe it, one of these days. I'm going to be very annoying about it.
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You refuse to accept things that don't go your way. Sorry that I make it such a chore.
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I like a challenge. And I always know what I'm getting into.
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I'll try to make the effort worth it.
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I don't doubt it. Are you going to promise more flowers and diamonds and groveling?
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Is there a fourth thing you want?
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No, I have everything I want.
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What about a motorcycle ride?
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That sounds nice.